my heart feels heavy with guilt and regret. i can not think of having done anything of any real value.
my deepest wish. is to do something that have my named remembered for ages.
So that even when my bodies die's and i turn to nothing but bones my names would live on.
i wanted to help shape the next age of mankind.
but what have i done to take a step towards that. what have i done to change the future.
what can i even do. i am just a cart pusher at wal-mart.
i always wished to change mankind for the better. man have i failed.